I was working towards being in a position to do that (metaphorically). I wanted to be someone ither than the smart and creepy guy she’s had a few classes with. Since none of you know me IRL, I’ll yell you, I don’t like sharing my feelings and problems. Someone else has bigger problems, so I feel bad for sharing my stupid persnal life problems. I appreciate the support and advice. I’ll probably just coe away from this feeling more alone and rejected by y peers, but thanks for your support. If you have a problem, let me know and I will help you.